I don't update enough

I don't know why I bother with you, blog. I always disappoint you.

Anyways, I've been reading this book The Angel's Game by Carlos Ruiz Zafon and it's a great book. Really haunting themes, full of sadness, mystery, betrayal, insanity and all those dark themes that make reading fun. I haven't read a book in so long, I've forgotten how much a book can pull you in. I was reading the book, and at some points I actually really felt sad at what was happening to the story's protagonist. :S

Well, I read it so much yesterday, that I think it's creepiness affected my thoughts. I was trying to sleep, when I had a nightmare that in my room, I was lying in bed and trying to sleep (in my dream) and there was a dark shadowy figure moving around. I closed my eyes (in my dream) and tried to ignore it, but I felt it's presence. It was talking to me and trying to say something, and initially I thought it was my brother talking but after listening harder I discovered the language sounded mysterious and unknown to my ears, like latin or something, I dunno. And I tried really hard to listen, but my ears were covered in static and all I could hear was a weird ringing.

Finally I opened my eyes, and looked around, but my vision was covered with a strange mist, that made it hard to see, and I tried really hard to focus, and the mist disappeared, but so did the shadowy creature.

I finally decided to get up, and get out of my room (in my dream) and so I sat up, but I was pushed down by an invisible force, and my head banged against the back of my bed, which made me wake up (in my dream) and it had turned out I was sleeping all along (in my dream, kind of like a dream in a dream) then I was going to get up, but my whole body started to feel numb, and my face started to droop down and my cheeks felt as though they were melting and my arms felt like they were weighed down by weights. I tried to scream, but my mouth wouldn't move, and I was completely helpless at that moment.

I gathered all my strength and pulled my arms up and swung them, which caused me to fall off the bed and crash on the floor, and lose consciousness.

I finally woke up (IRL), and went to my brothers room, and hung out there for a while, feeling weirded out.